1 00:00:05,918 --> 00:00:07,615 You know, I started to volunteer 2 00:00:07,616 --> 00:00:09,052 at the suicide hotline. 3 00:00:09,270 --> 00:00:11,707 - I want to die. - Gio. 4 00:00:11,924 --> 00:00:13,274 You did everything you can. 5 00:00:13,491 --> 00:00:15,798 You can't save everybody. 6 00:00:16,016 --> 00:00:18,235 When we met at that juvenile facility, 7 00:00:18,453 --> 00:00:20,629 you thought that I gave up on you. 8 00:00:20,846 --> 00:00:23,806 I'd do almost anything to turn back the clock. 9 00:00:24,024 --> 00:00:25,676 I'm trying to protect you. 10 00:00:25,677 --> 00:00:27,157 This from the man who spent years preaching non-judgment-- 11 00:00:27,375 --> 00:00:28,941 I almost lost you, okay? 12 00:00:29,116 --> 00:00:30,291 You cut me some slack! 13 00:00:32,423 --> 00:00:35,035 Sage has filed a complaint against you. 14 00:00:35,252 --> 00:00:36,862 Sharon, nothing happened. 15 00:00:37,037 --> 00:00:38,560 I have to go through the motions of processing this. 16 00:00:38,777 --> 00:00:40,214 - This is unbelievable. - Okay. 17 00:00:40,431 --> 00:00:42,390 What are you not telling me? 18 00:00:42,607 --> 00:00:44,174 What's that supposed to mean, not tell-- 19 00:00:44,392 --> 00:00:45,740 you don't believe me. No, no. 20 00:00:45,741 --> 00:00:48,352 You don't believe me. - Daniel, wait a minute. 21 00:00:55,316 --> 00:00:56,621 Stay with me. 22 00:00:56,839 --> 00:00:58,014 Just focus on me. 23 00:00:58,188 --> 00:00:59,059 That's it. 24 00:00:59,276 --> 00:01:00,234 We're gonna help you. 25 00:01:00,451 --> 00:01:02,105 Your daughter's on her way. 26 00:01:02,323 --> 00:01:03,280 How long was he down? 27 00:01:03,498 --> 00:01:05,021 An hour, maybe two. 28 00:01:05,195 --> 00:01:06,979 Trauma 3 is open. 29 00:01:07,154 --> 00:01:09,069 250 CCs of 3% saline 30 00:01:09,286 --> 00:01:10,592 to reduce intracranial pressure, 31 00:01:10,809 --> 00:01:12,159 1 gram of Keppra for seizure prophylaxis. 32 00:01:12,376 --> 00:01:14,335 I'm on it. 33 00:01:14,552 --> 00:01:16,337 Dr. Lenox, he's losing consciousness. 34 00:01:16,554 --> 00:01:18,121 Oh, whoa, whoa! Hey, stay with me. 35 00:01:18,339 --> 00:01:19,514 I need you so stay with me. 36 00:01:19,731 --> 00:01:20,993 Let's start a trauma workup. - Yeah. 37 00:01:21,168 --> 00:01:22,256 What do we got? 38 00:01:22,473 --> 00:01:23,996 42-year-old male fell headfirst 39 00:01:24,171 --> 00:01:25,520 off his roof taking down Christmas lights. 40 00:01:25,737 --> 00:01:26,956 Smacked his head on the concrete. 41 00:01:27,130 --> 00:01:28,392 I'm thinking he's got a bleed. 42 00:01:28,610 --> 00:01:30,568 Yeah, so am I. His pupils are blown. 43 00:01:32,657 --> 00:01:34,311 No gag reflex, no cough. 44 00:01:34,529 --> 00:01:35,878 No brain stem reflexes. 45 00:01:36,096 --> 00:01:37,401 He's brain dead. 46 00:01:37,619 --> 00:01:39,141 Yeah, let's do a CT to confirm. 47 00:01:39,142 --> 00:01:40,622 And keep him on the vent until his daughter gets here. 48 00:01:40,839 --> 00:01:42,537 God. I mean, it's already April. 49 00:01:42,754 --> 00:01:45,366 He should have kept the lights up till next year. 50 00:01:45,583 --> 00:01:46,584 Sharon, have you seen Daniel? 51 00:01:46,802 --> 00:01:48,891 He's not answering his phone. 52 00:01:49,109 --> 00:01:51,328 I got a 20-year-old who just confessed to shooting JFK. 53 00:01:51,546 --> 00:01:54,114 On the bright side, he knows his American history, at least. 54 00:01:54,288 --> 00:01:56,377 I think Daniel's probably somewhere cooling off. 55 00:01:56,594 --> 00:01:58,248 I'd give him his space. 56 00:01:58,466 --> 00:02:01,599 - Really? What happened? - We had a pretty bad argument. 57 00:02:01,817 --> 00:02:04,298 Oh. What about? 58 00:02:04,515 --> 00:02:07,779 He accused me of not having his back. 59 00:02:07,997 --> 00:02:10,608 Well, that doesn't sound like Daniel. 60 00:02:10,826 --> 00:02:11,609 Exactly. 61 00:02:11,827 --> 00:02:13,698 That's why I'm worried. 62 00:02:28,670 --> 00:02:29,714 Mom. 63 00:02:29,932 --> 00:02:31,847 What's going on? 64 00:02:32,064 --> 00:02:33,153 What are we doing here? 65 00:02:33,370 --> 00:02:35,024 Oh, come on. 66 00:02:35,198 --> 00:02:38,070 If you're asking the question, you already know the answer. 67 00:02:38,245 --> 00:02:40,029 Mom, I'm not dead, like you. 68 00:02:40,203 --> 00:02:41,639 Mm, maybe not yet. 69 00:02:41,857 --> 00:02:43,511 And I'm not dying either. 70 00:02:43,728 --> 00:02:46,122 For God's sake, I'm having a dream. 71 00:02:46,296 --> 00:02:47,515 And I just-- 72 00:02:47,732 --> 00:02:49,691 I just don't know why we're-- 73 00:02:49,908 --> 00:02:51,083 we're here. 74 00:02:51,258 --> 00:02:53,912 Listen, I know you think 75 00:02:54,130 --> 00:02:56,393 this is all about that poor kid you killed. 76 00:02:56,611 --> 00:02:58,178 What was his name? 77 00:02:58,352 --> 00:03:01,485 Gio, who finally got up the courage to reach out 78 00:03:01,703 --> 00:03:04,184 for help and then had the terrible luck 79 00:03:04,358 --> 00:03:07,491 to have you answer the phone. 80 00:03:07,709 --> 00:03:09,624 When did you become so cruel? 81 00:03:09,841 --> 00:03:13,018 Did somebody do something to you so terrible 82 00:03:13,193 --> 00:03:18,589 that it made you feel so small that for the rest of your life, 83 00:03:18,807 --> 00:03:20,809 the only way you could feel good about yourself 84 00:03:21,026 --> 00:03:25,944 is if you were making somebody else feel miserable, 85 00:03:26,162 --> 00:03:27,685 especially your kids? 86 00:03:27,903 --> 00:03:30,427 Oh, Danny, you poor thing. 87 00:03:30,645 --> 00:03:32,821 There you are, huffing and puffing, 88 00:03:33,038 --> 00:03:34,823 and you still don't get it, do you? 89 00:03:35,040 --> 00:03:37,347 - Get what? - Why we're here! 90 00:03:37,565 --> 00:03:40,220 The answer, my darling, is, 91 00:03:40,437 --> 00:03:42,831 this is where it all started, isn't it? 92 00:03:43,048 --> 00:03:48,140 This is where it happened, right over there. 93 00:04:00,370 --> 00:04:02,416 Daniel. 94 00:04:02,633 --> 00:04:05,680 Daniel? Daniel, can you hear me? 95 00:04:07,856 --> 00:04:09,161 Sharon? 96 00:04:09,336 --> 00:04:11,207 Daniel. 97 00:04:11,381 --> 00:04:12,556 Daniel. 98 00:04:12,774 --> 00:04:15,211 Daniel, are you okay? 99 00:04:22,653 --> 00:04:25,613 Dean, I just found Daniel unconscious 100 00:04:25,830 --> 00:04:26,961 on the floor in his office. 101 00:04:26,962 --> 00:04:28,790 I think he may be having a stroke. 102 00:04:29,007 --> 00:04:32,141 Can you please come up here? 103 00:04:32,315 --> 00:04:35,057 Daniel. 104 00:04:35,275 --> 00:04:37,146 Daniel, can you hear me? 105 00:04:37,320 --> 00:04:39,714 It's Sharon, Daniel. 106 00:04:50,246 --> 00:04:51,769 How is he? 107 00:04:51,987 --> 00:04:53,553 There's no movement on his right side, 108 00:04:53,554 --> 00:04:55,686 in and out of consciousness. Heart rate 110. BP 160/90. 109 00:04:55,904 --> 00:04:56,818 I've already activated code stroke. 110 00:04:57,035 --> 00:04:58,384 How long has he been down? 111 00:04:58,385 --> 00:04:59,995 Sharon spoke to him about three hours ago. 112 00:05:00,212 --> 00:05:01,431 You're thinking TPA? 113 00:05:01,649 --> 00:05:02,650 His timeline does fall within 114 00:05:02,867 --> 00:05:04,216 the 4 1/2-hour treatment window. 115 00:05:04,391 --> 00:05:06,001 If we're lucky, the TPA could break down 116 00:05:06,218 --> 00:05:07,219 the clot before it does permanent damage 117 00:05:07,394 --> 00:05:08,351 to Daniel's brain. 118 00:05:08,569 --> 00:05:09,744 Same page, Dr. Ripley. 119 00:05:09,961 --> 00:05:11,049 All right, let's confirm with the CTs, 120 00:05:11,267 --> 00:05:13,530 and we'll take it from there. 121 00:05:13,748 --> 00:05:14,966 Anna. 122 00:05:16,446 --> 00:05:18,056 Hey. 123 00:05:19,623 --> 00:05:21,233 Is Dad alive? 124 00:05:21,408 --> 00:05:25,673 Yes, but we think he's having a stroke. 125 00:05:25,890 --> 00:05:27,631 Is he gonna die? 126 00:05:27,849 --> 00:05:29,416 I won't lie to you, Anna. 127 00:05:29,633 --> 00:05:31,635 It's very serious. 128 00:05:31,853 --> 00:05:33,855 But Dr. Archer took him for imaging 129 00:05:34,072 --> 00:05:36,597 so we can know exactly the extent 130 00:05:36,814 --> 00:05:39,687 of what we're dealing with. 131 00:05:39,904 --> 00:05:42,646 We had a big fight today. 132 00:05:42,864 --> 00:05:44,344 What if that was our last conversation? 133 00:05:44,518 --> 00:05:45,997 Shh, mm-mm. 134 00:05:46,215 --> 00:05:48,435 We're gonna take this one step at a time, okay? 135 00:05:48,652 --> 00:05:49,740 Can I see him? 136 00:05:49,958 --> 00:05:51,873 Soon, I promise. 137 00:05:52,090 --> 00:05:54,397 Come. 138 00:05:54,615 --> 00:05:57,835 And we are at the clot. 139 00:05:58,053 --> 00:05:59,750 All right, you're up, Dr. Ripley. 140 00:05:59,968 --> 00:06:01,926 Applying negative pressure. 141 00:06:07,715 --> 00:06:09,281 No, his clot's too firm. Damn it. 142 00:06:09,456 --> 00:06:11,240 Aspiration technique isn't working. 143 00:06:11,414 --> 00:06:12,850 What if we pivot? 144 00:06:13,068 --> 00:06:15,026 Advance the microcatheter past the clot 145 00:06:15,244 --> 00:06:18,247 and deploy a stent retriever across it. 146 00:06:18,421 --> 00:06:21,119 It's a smart idea, almost as if I'd thought of it. 147 00:06:34,568 --> 00:06:36,570 I said I never wanted to see you again. 148 00:06:36,787 --> 00:06:38,267 I know you did. I know you did. 149 00:06:38,441 --> 00:06:41,052 But I don't--I have no idea what's going on here. 150 00:06:41,270 --> 00:06:43,403 But this was not my idea. I promise you that. 151 00:06:43,577 --> 00:06:44,752 Okay, well, say what you're gonna say. 152 00:06:44,969 --> 00:06:46,188 Get out with it. 153 00:06:46,406 --> 00:06:49,713 Make it quick and get the hell out. 154 00:06:49,931 --> 00:06:52,194 After all, it's what you're best at, isn't it? 155 00:06:52,412 --> 00:06:54,936 Look, I feel terrible about that. 156 00:06:55,153 --> 00:06:56,067 I do. 157 00:06:56,285 --> 00:07:00,115 I think about it all the time. 158 00:07:00,332 --> 00:07:03,727 But, look, I have some really good news. 159 00:07:03,945 --> 00:07:07,905 In about 20 years, we meet again, 160 00:07:08,123 --> 00:07:09,907 and we--we work together. 161 00:07:12,388 --> 00:07:15,696 Yeah. Get this. 162 00:07:15,913 --> 00:07:17,785 You become a doctor, Mitch. 163 00:07:18,002 --> 00:07:19,743 - What? - Yeah. 164 00:07:19,961 --> 00:07:21,441 Had nothing to do with me. 165 00:07:21,658 --> 00:07:22,877 And don't worry. 166 00:07:23,094 --> 00:07:25,314 You really ripped me a new one. 167 00:07:25,488 --> 00:07:27,838 But, you know, we-- 168 00:07:28,056 --> 00:07:29,100 we hash it out. - Wait, wait. 169 00:07:29,318 --> 00:07:30,144 Wait, wait, wait. 170 00:07:30,145 --> 00:07:31,581 Do I actually forgive you? 171 00:07:31,799 --> 00:07:34,366 Yeah. Oh, we become friends. 172 00:07:34,541 --> 00:07:35,585 I don't believe you. 173 00:07:35,803 --> 00:07:37,195 Believe it, man. 174 00:07:37,413 --> 00:07:39,720 Yeah, it happened. 175 00:07:39,937 --> 00:07:41,286 You look at your stuff. 176 00:07:41,461 --> 00:07:44,420 You deal with it. You get it together. 177 00:07:44,594 --> 00:07:47,989 It's actually one of the proudest moments of my life. 178 00:07:48,206 --> 00:07:50,470 It still is. 179 00:07:50,687 --> 00:07:52,776 My stuff. 180 00:07:52,994 --> 00:07:54,648 Do you even hear yourself? 181 00:07:54,865 --> 00:07:56,388 You're so full of it. 182 00:07:56,563 --> 00:07:57,825 What did I say? 183 00:07:58,042 --> 00:07:59,609 What, you say that it's no thanks to you 184 00:07:59,827 --> 00:08:01,481 out of one side of your mouth, and then you go 185 00:08:01,655 --> 00:08:03,831 and tell me that you're proud of me out of the other? 186 00:08:04,048 --> 00:08:05,833 You always find some way to take credit, 187 00:08:06,050 --> 00:08:08,444 like I'm your kid or something. You did it just today. 188 00:08:08,618 --> 00:08:09,967 How do you know that? 189 00:08:10,185 --> 00:08:13,405 Wait, do you actually think that I'm me? 190 00:08:13,580 --> 00:08:15,843 I'm you, pal. 191 00:08:16,060 --> 00:08:19,107 This is just a conversation with yourself. 192 00:08:19,324 --> 00:08:22,066 It's all just a nostalgia tour, 193 00:08:22,284 --> 00:08:24,416 and you're playing the hits-- 194 00:08:24,591 --> 00:08:26,941 in this case, 195 00:08:27,158 --> 00:08:29,291 forcing me to confront my abandonment issues 196 00:08:29,509 --> 00:08:31,946 only to abandon me here yourself. 197 00:08:32,163 --> 00:08:33,643 Okay, look, I didn't abandon you. 198 00:08:33,861 --> 00:08:34,948 My rotation ended. 199 00:08:34,949 --> 00:08:36,037 I couldn't handle it differently. 200 00:08:36,254 --> 00:08:40,432 There it is. Denial. 201 00:08:40,607 --> 00:08:43,348 What, you-- you need another hug? 202 00:08:43,523 --> 00:08:48,484 You are such a fraud. 203 00:08:58,320 --> 00:09:00,365 We performed a mechanical thrombectomy. 204 00:09:00,540 --> 00:09:02,585 It's where a microcatheter is threaded 205 00:09:02,803 --> 00:09:05,719 into his middle cerebral artery to manually remove the clot. 206 00:09:05,936 --> 00:09:07,285 Did it work? 207 00:09:07,503 --> 00:09:08,896 It was an especially large clot. 208 00:09:09,113 --> 00:09:11,289 We got some of it, but not enough 209 00:09:11,507 --> 00:09:13,378 to reestablish adequate blood flow 210 00:09:13,553 --> 00:09:15,424 to the ischemic area of his brain. 211 00:09:15,598 --> 00:09:17,905 So what are our options, Dr. Abrams? 212 00:09:18,122 --> 00:09:19,210 Well, we have two. 213 00:09:19,428 --> 00:09:20,777 We could raise his blood pressure 214 00:09:20,995 --> 00:09:22,473 and just wait and see. 215 00:09:22,474 --> 00:09:24,694 Best case scenario is he wakes up completely fine. 216 00:09:24,912 --> 00:09:28,263 Worst case, he has permanent, irreversible deficits 217 00:09:28,480 --> 00:09:30,831 that mean a feeding tube and possibly a ventilator 218 00:09:31,048 --> 00:09:32,615 for the rest of his life. 219 00:09:32,833 --> 00:09:33,964 So then what's the other option? 220 00:09:34,182 --> 00:09:35,923 A direct bypass craniotomy. 221 00:09:36,140 --> 00:09:37,445 I make an incision in his head 222 00:09:37,446 --> 00:09:39,361 and connect the cortical intracranial artery 223 00:09:39,579 --> 00:09:41,406 directly to his superficial temporal artery, 224 00:09:41,581 --> 00:09:42,886 completely bypassing the blockage. 225 00:09:43,104 --> 00:09:44,758 So we're talking about brain surgery? 226 00:09:44,975 --> 00:09:47,630 Yes. Not as scary as it sounds. 227 00:09:47,848 --> 00:09:49,893 It would definitively restore blood flow. 228 00:09:50,111 --> 00:09:54,506 I sense a "but" coming. 229 00:09:54,681 --> 00:09:57,814 The TPA Dr. Archer and I administered to break down 230 00:09:58,032 --> 00:10:01,818 the clot also puts your father at a much higher risk 231 00:10:02,036 --> 00:10:04,386 of hemorrhagic complications during surgery. 232 00:10:04,604 --> 00:10:07,694 - This all sounds like a lot. - Yeah. 233 00:10:07,911 --> 00:10:11,393 I'm still here because Dr. Archer took a risk 234 00:10:11,611 --> 00:10:14,657 while I was on that table, but unfortunately, 235 00:10:14,875 --> 00:10:17,704 there are no guarantees. 236 00:10:17,921 --> 00:10:19,662 Well, I'll call Robin and see what she thinks. 237 00:10:19,880 --> 00:10:21,838 Uh, this is awkward. 238 00:10:22,056 --> 00:10:24,319 I'm afraid it isn't up to you. 239 00:10:24,536 --> 00:10:25,973 That decision lies with Daniel's 240 00:10:26,190 --> 00:10:27,583 medical power of attorney. 241 00:10:27,757 --> 00:10:29,150 Isn't that me and Robin? 242 00:10:29,367 --> 00:10:31,413 That privilege belongs to Ms. Goodwin. 243 00:10:33,676 --> 00:10:34,851 Me? 244 00:10:40,596 --> 00:10:42,032 Doris, have you seen Dean? 245 00:10:42,250 --> 00:10:43,773 He's got his phone turned off. 246 00:10:43,991 --> 00:10:46,297 - You don't know. - Know what? 247 00:10:46,515 --> 00:10:48,822 Dr. Charles had a stroke. 248 00:10:49,039 --> 00:10:52,347 Dr. Archer, Abrams, and Ripley are taking care of him now. 249 00:10:52,564 --> 00:10:56,046 Wha--uh-- well, how bad is it? 250 00:10:56,264 --> 00:10:58,396 It's pretty bad. 251 00:10:58,614 --> 00:11:00,572 Dr. Asher, you ready? 252 00:11:00,747 --> 00:11:02,879 Ready for what? 253 00:11:03,097 --> 00:11:04,533 To onboard your substitute 254 00:11:04,707 --> 00:11:06,274 before you go on maternity leave. 255 00:11:06,491 --> 00:11:09,103 Wait, um... 256 00:11:09,320 --> 00:11:11,409 You--you hired someone? - I did. 257 00:11:11,627 --> 00:11:14,238 But I was planning to work close to my due date, 258 00:11:14,456 --> 00:11:18,634 which is still weeks away. So what's the rush? 259 00:11:18,808 --> 00:11:20,114 You, of all people, should know 260 00:11:20,331 --> 00:11:22,682 babies don't always abide by due dates. 261 00:11:22,899 --> 00:11:24,988 Dr. Lovell's references were glowing. 262 00:11:25,206 --> 00:11:26,773 - I'm sorry, Dr. Lovell? - Yeah. 263 00:11:26,990 --> 00:11:29,384 She's waiting for you. 264 00:11:31,603 --> 00:11:34,650 The cat with Eugene Levy eyebrows? 265 00:11:34,824 --> 00:11:36,434 You two already know each other? 266 00:11:36,652 --> 00:11:38,523 Yeah, I guess you could say that. 267 00:11:38,698 --> 00:11:39,828 Oh. 268 00:11:39,829 --> 00:11:41,570 You know, I'm just as surprised 269 00:11:41,744 --> 00:11:43,311 as you are that your father gave me 270 00:11:43,528 --> 00:11:45,443 medical power of attorney. 271 00:11:45,661 --> 00:11:48,490 I know. It's totally fine. 272 00:11:48,708 --> 00:11:50,927 I would have said no if he'd asked me. 273 00:11:51,145 --> 00:11:52,407 Why? 274 00:11:52,624 --> 00:11:54,931 Because that should be a family decision. 275 00:11:55,149 --> 00:11:57,194 Yeah, but you are family. 276 00:11:57,412 --> 00:12:00,807 I mean, you've always been Auntie Sharon to me and Robin. 277 00:12:01,024 --> 00:12:02,722 And then you and Dad have been friends 278 00:12:02,939 --> 00:12:05,376 since before I was even born. 279 00:12:05,594 --> 00:12:08,902 I mean, Dad loves people, but there's only a few 280 00:12:09,119 --> 00:12:11,600 that he really, truly trusts. 281 00:12:11,774 --> 00:12:14,124 But I know that he trusts you. 282 00:12:14,342 --> 00:12:16,910 That's nice of you to say, 283 00:12:17,127 --> 00:12:21,088 but I'm not so sure he would-- 284 00:12:21,305 --> 00:12:23,394 What? What's wrong? 285 00:12:23,612 --> 00:12:25,919 You know, let's just focus on deciding 286 00:12:26,136 --> 00:12:29,661 what's best for your father together. 287 00:12:32,752 --> 00:12:37,321 Dad's mind is everything to him. 288 00:12:37,539 --> 00:12:41,021 If he doesn't have that, he's not Dad. 289 00:12:41,238 --> 00:12:43,893 I think we do the surgery. 290 00:12:44,111 --> 00:12:45,895 Me too. 291 00:12:46,113 --> 00:12:47,767 So call your sister. 292 00:12:47,941 --> 00:12:52,641 See if she agrees before we let Dr. Abrams know. 293 00:12:54,556 --> 00:12:56,427 Is there something you're not telling me? 294 00:12:56,645 --> 00:13:00,518 Well. 295 00:13:00,736 --> 00:13:03,783 I guess the apple didn't fall far from the tree. 296 00:13:05,785 --> 00:13:08,657 I also had an argument with your father. 297 00:13:12,226 --> 00:13:13,793 It was bad. 298 00:13:14,010 --> 00:13:16,404 Dad went full Grandma on you, didn't he? 299 00:13:16,621 --> 00:13:17,971 Yeah. 300 00:13:18,188 --> 00:13:19,537 He has a little of her in him. 301 00:13:19,755 --> 00:13:21,322 She pops out when he gets really angry. 302 00:13:21,539 --> 00:13:24,934 Well, it left me unsettled. 303 00:13:25,152 --> 00:13:29,069 So I went to his office so we could talk it out, 304 00:13:29,286 --> 00:13:33,682 and that's when I found him. 305 00:13:33,856 --> 00:13:35,684 You know, he's gonna apologize, 306 00:13:35,858 --> 00:13:38,992 like, 20 times when he wakes up. 307 00:13:39,209 --> 00:13:42,386 I know. 308 00:13:42,604 --> 00:13:43,953 But either way, when he does, 309 00:13:44,171 --> 00:13:45,999 we're gonna have a very serious discussion 310 00:13:46,216 --> 00:13:47,609 about his anger issues. 311 00:13:47,827 --> 00:13:49,654 You're damn right we will. 312 00:14:02,189 --> 00:14:04,495 Bruh, that was sick! 313 00:14:04,713 --> 00:14:06,758 If you mean a pregnant woman with a gangrenous 314 00:14:06,933 --> 00:14:10,632 diabetic foot, then yes, that was sick. 315 00:14:10,850 --> 00:14:12,112 Yeah, I mean, she had max aura. 316 00:14:12,329 --> 00:14:14,505 Not gonna lie. 317 00:14:14,723 --> 00:14:17,204 Kacy, can you call Podiatry, get them down here 318 00:14:17,421 --> 00:14:20,468 to do a consult on Treatment 4? - Yeah, sure can. 319 00:14:20,685 --> 00:14:22,035 Also, Dr. Archer wanted you to know 320 00:14:22,252 --> 00:14:24,124 he's joining Dr. Abrams in surgery. 321 00:14:24,341 --> 00:14:26,343 - For Dr. Charles? - Yeah. 322 00:14:26,561 --> 00:14:28,911 I remember Dr. Archer. How is baby zaddy? 323 00:14:29,129 --> 00:14:32,436 You two low-key nesting? - They don't live together. 324 00:14:32,654 --> 00:14:34,221 Oh, it's giving situationship. 325 00:14:34,438 --> 00:14:36,266 Okay, not--not together. 326 00:14:36,484 --> 00:14:37,659 There's no ship at all. 327 00:14:37,877 --> 00:14:41,010 - So messy, I love it. - Okay, uh, Kacy. 328 00:14:41,228 --> 00:14:45,449 Oh, we got a woman in 6 complaining about painful sex. 329 00:14:45,667 --> 00:14:48,409 Not the good kind. Sorry. 330 00:14:50,890 --> 00:14:53,936 Okay, Summer, so you are having abdominal discomfort 331 00:14:54,154 --> 00:14:55,590 and painful intercourse? 332 00:14:55,807 --> 00:14:58,201 I've narrowed it down to really bad gas 333 00:14:58,419 --> 00:15:00,203 or ovarian cancer. 334 00:15:00,421 --> 00:15:01,465 Based on what? 335 00:15:01,683 --> 00:15:03,076 A TikTok rabbit hole. 336 00:15:03,293 --> 00:15:05,034 I feel like I just went to medical school. 337 00:15:05,252 --> 00:15:07,819 I would stay off the internet when it comes to health. 338 00:15:07,994 --> 00:15:10,735 It is full of disinformation. - Right. 339 00:15:10,910 --> 00:15:12,912 All right, I would like to start an exam. 340 00:15:13,086 --> 00:15:14,565 Is that okay with you? 341 00:15:14,783 --> 00:15:16,132 Okay, just lean back a little bit. 342 00:15:18,787 --> 00:15:20,136 Okay. 343 00:15:23,226 --> 00:15:25,359 My algorithm's all medicine too. 344 00:15:25,576 --> 00:15:28,318 Really? Do you follow Dr. Oscar? 345 00:15:28,536 --> 00:15:30,277 You know, he's the neurosurgeon whose background is-- 346 00:15:30,494 --> 00:15:32,235 Always inexplicably a rainforest. 347 00:15:32,453 --> 00:15:33,757 - Yes! Yeah. - Oh. 348 00:15:33,758 --> 00:15:35,804 He has the coolest stories. - Yeah, he does. 349 00:15:35,978 --> 00:15:38,415 I saw in your chart that you had a pap smear 350 00:15:38,633 --> 00:15:40,156 about two weeks ago. 351 00:15:40,374 --> 00:15:43,290 Yeah, I had my annual with my regular OB/GYN 352 00:15:43,507 --> 00:15:44,900 when she inserted my IUD. 353 00:15:45,074 --> 00:15:47,163 Okay, well, we'll follow up on that. 354 00:15:47,381 --> 00:15:50,819 In the meantime, I will start your pelvic exam. 355 00:15:52,473 --> 00:15:54,127 Okay, just scooch down a little bit. 356 00:15:54,344 --> 00:15:56,825 Actually, can she do it? 357 00:16:00,611 --> 00:16:02,570 Of course. Yeah. 358 00:16:04,137 --> 00:16:05,355 Thank you. 359 00:16:05,573 --> 00:16:07,488 Awesome sauce. 360 00:16:07,705 --> 00:16:10,578 - How are we doing, Marty? - All systems go. 361 00:16:10,795 --> 00:16:12,232 Patient is under deep propofol sedation. 362 00:16:12,449 --> 00:16:13,973 BP 120/69. 363 00:16:14,190 --> 00:16:16,192 Heart rate 71. 364 00:16:16,410 --> 00:16:17,367 What are we waiting for? 365 00:16:17,585 --> 00:16:19,065 All right. 366 00:16:19,282 --> 00:16:22,982 Making an incision along the lateral branch of the SGA. 367 00:16:27,943 --> 00:16:29,727 Huh. 368 00:16:29,945 --> 00:16:30,815 Oh. 369 00:16:33,905 --> 00:16:35,342 Hi, honey. 370 00:16:35,559 --> 00:16:37,213 You're in big trouble, Daddy. 371 00:16:37,431 --> 00:16:39,694 I am? What'd I do? 372 00:16:39,911 --> 00:16:41,609 Oh, look who arrived just in time 373 00:16:41,826 --> 00:16:43,437 to be absolutely no help at all. 374 00:16:43,654 --> 00:16:45,133 Told you! 375 00:16:45,134 --> 00:16:46,657 You promised to be home in time to get Robin up 376 00:16:46,875 --> 00:16:48,311 and off to school, but instead, 377 00:16:48,529 --> 00:16:50,444 surprise, surprise, you decided to hang around 378 00:16:50,661 --> 00:16:52,663 at work and, surprise, surprise, 379 00:16:52,881 --> 00:16:55,144 didn't bother to call. 380 00:16:55,362 --> 00:16:56,537 You never, ever did. 381 00:16:56,754 --> 00:16:58,495 Not even once. - I got this. 382 00:16:58,713 --> 00:17:00,236 I'm taking you to school, honey. 383 00:17:00,454 --> 00:17:02,108 I will take her to school, and you will go back to sleep. 384 00:17:02,325 --> 00:17:05,285 And I'm sorry. - Sleep? Is that a joke? 385 00:17:05,502 --> 00:17:07,548 Come on, baby. 386 00:17:07,765 --> 00:17:08,766 I'm an hour late for work. 387 00:17:11,595 --> 00:17:13,380 There you are. 388 00:17:15,295 --> 00:17:17,384 - Sue. - Anna's in the car. 389 00:17:17,601 --> 00:17:19,647 I don't want her to hear what I'm about to say, so I'll-- 390 00:17:19,864 --> 00:17:21,518 I'll cut right to the point. 391 00:17:21,736 --> 00:17:22,867 Oh, crap, I remember this. 392 00:17:23,042 --> 00:17:24,521 Yeah, well, I'm not surprised. 393 00:17:24,739 --> 00:17:26,697 This was the time I meant it. 394 00:17:26,915 --> 00:17:30,049 Because nothing can compete with your fancy job 395 00:17:30,266 --> 00:17:32,529 where you get to be oh, so important 396 00:17:32,747 --> 00:17:34,531 and everyone adores you. 397 00:17:34,749 --> 00:17:36,968 After all, all we are is your family. 398 00:17:37,143 --> 00:17:39,623 Look, nothing was ever more important to me 399 00:17:39,841 --> 00:17:41,538 than you and Anna, and you know that. 400 00:17:41,756 --> 00:17:42,843 I have to cut my hours. 401 00:17:42,844 --> 00:17:43,975 I have for the thousandth time-- 402 00:17:44,150 --> 00:17:45,498 Yeah, but it never made a difference. 403 00:17:45,499 --> 00:17:46,848 What happens with the next clinical emergency? 404 00:17:47,066 --> 00:17:48,154 The next nervous breakdown? 405 00:17:48,371 --> 00:17:50,547 The next suicide attempt? 406 00:17:50,765 --> 00:17:53,376 You will never let anyone else handle it 407 00:17:53,594 --> 00:17:56,075 because that is not who you are. 408 00:17:56,292 --> 00:17:58,294 Stop fighting! 409 00:18:02,211 --> 00:18:04,300 Oh, honey, honey. 410 00:18:04,518 --> 00:18:05,954 It's okay, honey. Don't be sad. 411 00:18:06,128 --> 00:18:07,738 Don't be sad. 412 00:18:07,956 --> 00:18:10,480 Anna banana, you are gonna see Daddy 413 00:18:10,698 --> 00:18:13,135 all the time, all the time. 414 00:18:13,353 --> 00:18:15,833 And we're gonna have so much fun, aren't we? 415 00:18:16,051 --> 00:18:18,445 Mm-hmm. 416 00:18:23,406 --> 00:18:24,538 Lucia. 417 00:18:29,064 --> 00:18:30,761 Spanish was never my strong suit. 418 00:18:30,979 --> 00:18:32,502 Honey, come on, you know that. 419 00:18:32,720 --> 00:18:34,852 You have learned nothing. 420 00:18:35,070 --> 00:18:37,464 You said it would be different with us. 421 00:18:37,681 --> 00:18:40,815 You said it a thousand times. 422 00:18:41,032 --> 00:18:44,340 I really, really wanted it to be. 423 00:18:44,558 --> 00:18:46,386 You don't need me, Danny. 424 00:18:46,603 --> 00:18:47,648 - That's not true. - It is. 425 00:18:47,865 --> 00:18:49,171 It's not true. 426 00:18:49,389 --> 00:18:51,782 It is. 427 00:18:52,000 --> 00:18:53,480 You don't need anyone. 428 00:19:02,663 --> 00:19:06,014 So I just wanted to make sure we're cool. 429 00:19:06,188 --> 00:19:07,710 Why wouldn't we be? 430 00:19:07,711 --> 00:19:11,411 You were totally pissed at me earlier about Summer. 431 00:19:11,628 --> 00:19:13,761 We shouldn't be encouraging our patients 432 00:19:13,978 --> 00:19:16,285 to seek medical advice on social media. 433 00:19:16,503 --> 00:19:18,592 Influencers are destigmatizing 434 00:19:18,809 --> 00:19:20,462 the sharing of health diagnoses, 435 00:19:20,463 --> 00:19:21,856 and they're teaching patients to advocate for themselves. 436 00:19:22,073 --> 00:19:23,510 Why seek treatment from an actual doctor 437 00:19:23,727 --> 00:19:25,947 when you could just misdiagnose yourself from home? 438 00:19:26,165 --> 00:19:27,905 That is an oversimplification. 439 00:19:28,123 --> 00:19:29,472 - Really? - Yes. 440 00:19:29,690 --> 00:19:31,735 I mean, cancer screenings tripled last year 441 00:19:31,953 --> 00:19:34,173 after Kate Middleton posted a video about her own diagnosis. 442 00:19:34,390 --> 00:19:36,697 I think you sent Summer mixed messages. 443 00:19:36,914 --> 00:19:39,090 I was trying to connect after you dismissed her 444 00:19:39,265 --> 00:19:40,788 with your buzzkill energy. 445 00:19:41,005 --> 00:19:42,529 Buzzkill energy? Really? 446 00:19:42,746 --> 00:19:44,183 - Dr. Asher. - Yep. 447 00:19:44,400 --> 00:19:45,618 The lab called. 448 00:19:45,619 --> 00:19:46,663 Summer's test results were just posted. 449 00:19:46,881 --> 00:19:49,188 Thank you. 450 00:19:49,405 --> 00:19:50,928 Well, I guess we better tell her. 451 00:19:51,146 --> 00:19:52,234 Mind if I take the lead? 452 00:19:52,452 --> 00:19:54,889 You're the boss, until I take over. 453 00:19:57,152 --> 00:19:59,241 So your labs revealed elevated 454 00:19:59,459 --> 00:20:02,201 white blood cell count, CRP, and procalcitonin. 455 00:20:02,375 --> 00:20:04,551 You have PID. 456 00:20:04,768 --> 00:20:06,944 Sorry, I don't know what that stands for. 457 00:20:07,162 --> 00:20:09,164 It's Pelvic Inflammatory Disease. 458 00:20:09,338 --> 00:20:13,081 It's an infection of your reproductive organs. 459 00:20:13,255 --> 00:20:15,170 I guess they didn't cover that on TikTok. 460 00:20:15,344 --> 00:20:17,955 But, wait, isn't that what Dr. Lovell 461 00:20:18,173 --> 00:20:19,305 suspected when she examined me? 462 00:20:19,522 --> 00:20:21,437 - That's correct. - Is it serious? 463 00:20:21,655 --> 00:20:22,786 It can be, if untreated. 464 00:20:23,004 --> 00:20:24,570 But we caught this in plenty of time. 465 00:20:24,571 --> 00:20:26,312 Broad spectrum antibiotics should clear this right up. 466 00:20:26,529 --> 00:20:28,923 I'm just really glad that you came in. 467 00:20:29,140 --> 00:20:30,664 Of course I did. 468 00:20:30,881 --> 00:20:32,448 I'm not gonna self-diagnose based on what I read online. 469 00:20:32,666 --> 00:20:34,015 It's just a research tool. 470 00:20:34,233 --> 00:20:36,365 I hear you. No judgment. 471 00:20:36,583 --> 00:20:37,758 You sure? 472 00:20:40,456 --> 00:20:41,979 How did I catch this? 473 00:20:42,197 --> 00:20:43,546 The most common causes are bacteria 474 00:20:43,764 --> 00:20:45,853 from chlamydia or gonorrhea. - What? 475 00:20:46,070 --> 00:20:48,029 You tested negative for both of those. 476 00:20:48,247 --> 00:20:52,860 Your PID may have come from your IUD insertion. 477 00:20:53,077 --> 00:20:55,123 In some cases, bodies can become 478 00:20:55,297 --> 00:20:56,777 more vulnerable to infection. 479 00:20:56,994 --> 00:20:58,300 Oh, that's a relief. 480 00:20:58,518 --> 00:21:00,302 I thought you were telling me I had an STD. 481 00:21:01,956 --> 00:21:03,218 What's wrong? 482 00:21:03,392 --> 00:21:06,003 Well, completely unrelated to the PID, 483 00:21:06,221 --> 00:21:08,136 your pap smear did reveal that you are positive 484 00:21:08,310 --> 00:21:09,833 for human papillomavirus. 485 00:21:10,051 --> 00:21:12,053 HPV? So I do have an STD? 486 00:21:12,271 --> 00:21:13,576 Like, get me off this roller coaster. 487 00:21:13,794 --> 00:21:14,925 Am I right? 488 00:21:15,143 --> 00:21:17,276 It is a completely asymptomatic STI, 489 00:21:17,493 --> 00:21:19,800 which your body will likely clear in a year or two. 490 00:21:20,017 --> 00:21:21,367 Oh, my God. 491 00:21:21,584 --> 00:21:23,847 Girl, HPV is nothing to be ashamed of, okay? 492 00:21:24,065 --> 00:21:26,459 At least 80% of the population will get it in their lifetime, 493 00:21:26,676 --> 00:21:28,852 and one out of every three people currently has it. 494 00:21:29,070 --> 00:21:29,766 I'll be real with you, I have it. 495 00:21:29,984 --> 00:21:31,507 Dr. Lovell. 496 00:21:31,725 --> 00:21:34,075 It's okay. I'm going. 497 00:21:40,081 --> 00:21:41,865 Hey, man. 498 00:21:42,083 --> 00:21:43,998 You doing okay? 499 00:21:44,215 --> 00:21:46,696 I know you and Dr. Charles are pretty tight. 500 00:21:46,914 --> 00:21:48,219 Yeah. 501 00:21:48,394 --> 00:21:49,568 Yeah, uh, just-- 502 00:21:49,569 --> 00:21:51,310 just feeling a bit useless, you know? 503 00:21:51,527 --> 00:21:52,876 Yeah. 504 00:21:53,094 --> 00:21:55,923 No fun on the bench, huh? 505 00:21:56,140 --> 00:21:58,404 Yeah, not really what I meant. 506 00:22:02,625 --> 00:22:05,498 You know, um... 507 00:22:05,715 --> 00:22:07,282 there's been a few times 508 00:22:07,456 --> 00:22:10,067 I've been in a really bad place, 509 00:22:10,285 --> 00:22:14,550 and that man in there definitely bailed me out. 510 00:22:14,768 --> 00:22:16,509 I know this is just the kind of thing 511 00:22:16,726 --> 00:22:20,034 people say in these situations, but... 512 00:22:20,251 --> 00:22:24,212 it always made me think to myself-- 513 00:22:24,386 --> 00:22:25,822 I don't know. 514 00:22:26,040 --> 00:22:28,651 I mean, why couldn't my dad have been like that? 515 00:22:33,090 --> 00:22:36,137 What can I say? 516 00:22:36,355 --> 00:22:38,400 I guess we can't all be that lucky. 517 00:22:40,794 --> 00:22:42,404 Yeah. 518 00:22:44,580 --> 00:22:47,061 Not a lot of veins around the M4 vessel. 519 00:22:47,278 --> 00:22:49,019 Makes it a perfect landing zone. 520 00:22:49,237 --> 00:22:50,151 How's the donor vessel? 521 00:22:50,369 --> 00:22:52,545 Skeletonized and ready. 522 00:22:52,762 --> 00:22:54,547 All right, let's relax the brain. 523 00:22:54,764 --> 00:22:56,984 I'm not talking about yours, Marty. 524 00:22:57,201 --> 00:22:59,900 Optimizing CO2 and pushing mannitol. 525 00:23:00,117 --> 00:23:03,164 It's anastomosis time. 526 00:23:06,210 --> 00:23:09,475 Gio? 527 00:23:09,692 --> 00:23:12,260 It's me, Danny. 528 00:23:12,434 --> 00:23:13,870 Suzer? 529 00:23:14,088 --> 00:23:15,611 Good to know you haven't forgotten my voice. 530 00:23:15,829 --> 00:23:17,700 Never. 531 00:23:17,918 --> 00:23:19,180 Where are you calling from? 532 00:23:19,398 --> 00:23:21,748 Right behind you. 533 00:23:31,410 --> 00:23:32,672 So you think Gio is dead? 534 00:23:32,889 --> 00:23:36,284 Suze, okay. 535 00:23:36,458 --> 00:23:37,764 He had a gun in his hand when he called me. 536 00:23:37,981 --> 00:23:39,592 Mm-hmm. 537 00:23:39,809 --> 00:23:42,769 So I got him talking, and all of a sudden, 538 00:23:42,986 --> 00:23:48,209 I realized, wait, this kid is completely and utterly alone. 539 00:23:48,427 --> 00:23:51,517 And so I asked him if he thought 540 00:23:51,734 --> 00:23:54,433 it might help to talk about her. 541 00:23:54,607 --> 00:23:56,435 It very quickly went sideways. 542 00:23:56,609 --> 00:23:57,784 Daniel, I would have done the same thing. 543 00:23:58,001 --> 00:23:59,350 Great. 544 00:23:59,525 --> 00:24:01,221 Holly would have done the same thing. 545 00:24:01,222 --> 00:24:05,487 Any shrink worth their salt would have done the same thing. 546 00:24:05,705 --> 00:24:08,142 Look... 547 00:24:08,359 --> 00:24:10,927 Gio's call clearly set you off, 548 00:24:11,145 --> 00:24:14,017 and you are clearly invested in beating yourself up 549 00:24:14,235 --> 00:24:16,759 about all the people you think you've let down. 550 00:24:16,977 --> 00:24:21,155 But are you sure you're not burying the lede here? 551 00:24:21,372 --> 00:24:23,113 Aren't you leaving somebody out? 552 00:24:23,331 --> 00:24:26,160 Oh, no. 553 00:24:26,377 --> 00:24:28,162 That stuff's been handled. 554 00:24:28,379 --> 00:24:29,903 It's me, remember? 555 00:24:30,120 --> 00:24:33,297 Every time I try to get you to talk about this, 556 00:24:33,472 --> 00:24:35,212 when we were together in med school, 557 00:24:35,430 --> 00:24:37,127 you were never comfortable going there. 558 00:24:37,345 --> 00:24:39,390 And every time since, you've changed the subject. 559 00:24:39,565 --> 00:24:41,001 Ever occur to you that maybe I just didn't want 560 00:24:41,218 --> 00:24:43,003 to talk about it with you? 561 00:24:43,220 --> 00:24:45,222 Oh, that is beneath you. 562 00:24:45,440 --> 00:24:46,963 - Okay, well-- - Don't be a jerk. 563 00:24:47,181 --> 00:24:48,661 Look, you know what? 564 00:24:50,706 --> 00:24:52,142 I love you dearly, but you're starting 565 00:24:52,360 --> 00:24:53,753 to piss me off, okay? 566 00:24:53,970 --> 00:24:55,276 I'm a psychiatrist. 567 00:24:55,494 --> 00:24:58,888 I have sweat decades of blood 568 00:24:59,106 --> 00:25:00,977 in therapy on this topic. 569 00:25:01,195 --> 00:25:04,111 You have been running from this your entire life, 570 00:25:04,328 --> 00:25:05,852 and I get it. 571 00:25:06,069 --> 00:25:08,419 Anyone would be terrified at the prospect 572 00:25:08,594 --> 00:25:10,421 of confronting this. 573 00:25:10,596 --> 00:25:12,772 But you and I both know if you don't, 574 00:25:12,989 --> 00:25:15,252 it'll run you over. 575 00:25:17,472 --> 00:25:19,039 Maybe it already has. 576 00:25:27,438 --> 00:25:29,702 - There you are. - Here I am. 577 00:25:29,919 --> 00:25:32,966 Any word on Dr. Charles? 578 00:25:33,183 --> 00:25:35,316 He's holding his own so far. 579 00:25:35,534 --> 00:25:36,796 That's something. 580 00:25:37,013 --> 00:25:38,972 It's a risky procedure. 581 00:25:39,189 --> 00:25:40,582 Yeah. 582 00:25:40,800 --> 00:25:41,801 Yeah. 583 00:25:43,933 --> 00:25:46,196 You know, I met him when I was 16. 584 00:25:46,414 --> 00:25:48,459 When you were in juvie. 585 00:25:49,809 --> 00:25:51,201 Kacy filled me in. 586 00:25:51,419 --> 00:25:52,725 How the hell does Kacy know? 587 00:25:52,942 --> 00:25:56,816 Because Kacy knows all, yet knows nothing. 588 00:25:59,166 --> 00:26:02,343 Yeah, well, uh... 589 00:26:02,561 --> 00:26:05,041 Sully and I were about to cross over from 590 00:26:05,259 --> 00:26:08,349 petty crime to the real deal. We stole a car. 591 00:26:08,567 --> 00:26:09,698 He got away. 592 00:26:09,916 --> 00:26:11,526 I didn't, and I ended up in juvie, 593 00:26:11,700 --> 00:26:14,224 sitting across from Dr. Charles, 594 00:26:14,442 --> 00:26:16,444 not caring what happened next. 595 00:26:30,589 --> 00:26:32,242 Where did you just go? 596 00:26:32,460 --> 00:26:34,418 What are you doing? 597 00:26:34,593 --> 00:26:36,812 I'm trying to help. 598 00:26:37,030 --> 00:26:39,902 Sex isn't a cure-all, Caitlin. 599 00:26:43,036 --> 00:26:45,168 I've found that it is. 600 00:26:45,386 --> 00:26:46,909 Really? 601 00:26:47,127 --> 00:26:49,303 Because it kind of feels like a distraction 602 00:26:49,520 --> 00:26:52,175 from a real conversation. 603 00:26:52,393 --> 00:26:55,396 I don't do death, Mitch. 604 00:26:55,614 --> 00:26:57,050 What does that even mean? 605 00:26:57,267 --> 00:27:01,620 It means I'm trying to meet you halfway here. 606 00:27:04,144 --> 00:27:07,930 Well, it's not enough. 607 00:27:21,727 --> 00:27:23,076 I really think you should reconsider 608 00:27:23,293 --> 00:27:24,599 Dr. Lovell as my replacement. 609 00:27:24,773 --> 00:27:27,515 She's your substitute. 610 00:27:27,689 --> 00:27:29,517 She is not a good fit. 611 00:27:29,691 --> 00:27:31,650 Is there any particular reason? 612 00:27:31,824 --> 00:27:33,086 She's borderline unprofessional. 613 00:27:33,303 --> 00:27:35,915 She--she relies too much on social media. 614 00:27:36,132 --> 00:27:39,701 She called a patient "bruh" and another patient "chat." 615 00:27:39,919 --> 00:27:41,398 She talks non-stop, and honestly, 616 00:27:41,616 --> 00:27:43,270 her manner is driving me insane. 617 00:27:43,487 --> 00:27:44,706 Well, as you know, Dr. Asher, 618 00:27:44,924 --> 00:27:47,100 not everyone is a fan of my manner, 619 00:27:47,317 --> 00:27:49,319 but I don't think this is about Dr. Lovell. 620 00:27:49,537 --> 00:27:51,887 I think it's about you. - What? What do you mean? 621 00:27:52,105 --> 00:27:53,628 You have avoided any discussion 622 00:27:53,802 --> 00:27:55,150 of your maternity leave for months. 623 00:27:55,151 --> 00:27:57,763 You clearly have personal issues at play here. 624 00:27:57,980 --> 00:27:59,373 But know this. 625 00:27:59,590 --> 00:28:00,895 You will go on leave next month, 626 00:28:00,896 --> 00:28:02,768 and Dr. Lovell will be covering your position 627 00:28:02,985 --> 00:28:05,248 until you return. Thank you. 628 00:28:23,789 --> 00:28:27,706 I'm-- I'm sorry you heard all that. 629 00:28:29,664 --> 00:28:32,711 It's all good, chat. 630 00:28:32,928 --> 00:28:34,451 Look, Dr. Lenox was right. 631 00:28:34,669 --> 00:28:38,064 This--this wasn't about you. 632 00:28:38,281 --> 00:28:39,892 Oh, I know it wasn't. 633 00:28:40,109 --> 00:28:42,111 I do think that you try too hard to sound 634 00:28:42,329 --> 00:28:43,939 young and hip with your patients. 635 00:28:44,157 --> 00:28:46,637 What do you want me to do? I am young and hip. 636 00:28:46,812 --> 00:28:49,466 You shared a personal medical fact with Summer. 637 00:28:49,684 --> 00:28:51,904 That's universally pretty frowned upon. 638 00:28:52,121 --> 00:28:54,558 But it put her at ease, didn't it? 639 00:28:54,733 --> 00:28:55,995 As opposed to your clinical approach, 640 00:28:56,212 --> 00:28:57,823 which sent her anxiety through the roof. 641 00:28:58,040 --> 00:29:00,564 I do not need a lecture, Vera. 642 00:29:00,739 --> 00:29:02,088 I have been doing this a long time. 643 00:29:02,305 --> 00:29:05,569 Yes, and though this may shock you, 644 00:29:05,744 --> 00:29:08,747 I respect the hell out of you. 645 00:29:08,964 --> 00:29:12,925 I hope to be as accomplished as you someday. 646 00:29:13,142 --> 00:29:17,886 But, girl, you gotta pivot sometimes. 647 00:29:20,062 --> 00:29:21,890 My life is going to irreversibly change 648 00:29:22,108 --> 00:29:23,544 in a few weeks. 649 00:29:23,762 --> 00:29:25,894 I know that. 650 00:29:26,112 --> 00:29:27,461 My body's not my own. 651 00:29:27,678 --> 00:29:30,116 My hormones are not. 652 00:29:30,333 --> 00:29:31,857 I cried yesterday because 653 00:29:32,074 --> 00:29:35,251 I couldn't open a string cheese. 654 00:29:35,469 --> 00:29:39,952 I just don't think that it's fair that my career, 655 00:29:40,169 --> 00:29:42,084 the one thing that shouldn't have to change, 656 00:29:42,302 --> 00:29:44,695 is also being ripped out of my hands. 657 00:29:46,959 --> 00:29:49,657 Preach. 658 00:29:49,831 --> 00:29:51,398 You know, I have a feeling that you're gonna 659 00:29:51,615 --> 00:29:53,966 figure it all out... 660 00:29:54,183 --> 00:29:56,055 while on leave. 661 00:30:04,759 --> 00:30:06,935 Hanging in there, Dr. Ripley? 662 00:30:07,153 --> 00:30:10,199 Oh, you know, 663 00:30:10,417 --> 00:30:14,160 my mind's doing what minds do when you're worried 664 00:30:14,377 --> 00:30:16,466 you won't see someone again. 665 00:30:16,684 --> 00:30:18,381 I believe it's called guilt. 666 00:30:18,599 --> 00:30:20,470 Yeah. 667 00:30:20,688 --> 00:30:23,691 Whatever it is, Dr. Charles has only 668 00:30:23,865 --> 00:30:27,521 ever held you in the highest regard. 669 00:30:27,738 --> 00:30:30,132 I know. I know. 670 00:30:33,135 --> 00:30:36,704 It's just... 671 00:30:36,878 --> 00:30:40,621 sometimes I worry he... 672 00:30:40,839 --> 00:30:42,884 he thinks that I'm still holding on 673 00:30:43,102 --> 00:30:44,973 to some ancient history. - Ah. 674 00:30:45,191 --> 00:30:47,933 But I'm not. 675 00:30:48,150 --> 00:30:53,155 He's had a profoundly positive effect on my life. 676 00:30:53,373 --> 00:30:55,897 And you know something? 677 00:30:56,115 --> 00:30:59,031 I think that would mean a lot to him. 678 00:31:01,424 --> 00:31:04,210 Hmm? 679 00:31:04,427 --> 00:31:05,951 Okay, that was Robin. 680 00:31:06,168 --> 00:31:07,604 Her connecting flight from LAX got canceled, 681 00:31:07,822 --> 00:31:09,258 so we got her another one from Burbank, 682 00:31:09,476 --> 00:31:10,869 but she only has two hours to cab it over. 683 00:31:11,043 --> 00:31:12,871 - Oh, okay. - So. 684 00:31:13,088 --> 00:31:14,263 Is there any news on Dad? 685 00:31:14,481 --> 00:31:17,397 Well, he's the same, holding his own. 686 00:31:17,614 --> 00:31:19,181 - Good. - Dr. Lenox. 687 00:31:24,404 --> 00:31:25,492 May I join? 688 00:31:25,709 --> 00:31:27,189 Please do. 689 00:31:30,062 --> 00:31:31,541 What? 690 00:31:34,327 --> 00:31:36,590 - I really appreciate it. - Don't ruin it. 691 00:31:38,766 --> 00:31:42,030 I'm having a hard time seeing the proximal anastomosis. 692 00:31:42,248 --> 00:31:44,119 Can we have saline flush, please? 693 00:31:45,860 --> 00:31:47,296 Well, that's worrisome. 694 00:31:47,514 --> 00:31:48,776 We're running a bit hypotensive. 695 00:31:48,950 --> 00:31:49,603 What the hell are you guys doing up there? 696 00:31:49,820 --> 00:31:50,909 Our job, Marty. 697 00:31:51,083 --> 00:31:52,998 So do yours and just fix it, okay? 698 00:31:53,215 --> 00:31:54,737 He's not responding to fluids or pressors. 699 00:31:54,738 --> 00:31:55,870 Well, load him up, damn it. Something's going on. 700 00:31:56,044 --> 00:31:58,220 I can't see. 701 00:31:58,438 --> 00:31:59,961 Our own party. 702 00:32:00,179 --> 00:32:01,920 We can invite anybody we want! 703 00:32:02,094 --> 00:32:03,443 Yeah. 704 00:32:10,276 --> 00:32:12,104 Mom. 705 00:32:12,321 --> 00:32:14,845 If there were not planks scattered around, 706 00:32:15,020 --> 00:32:17,848 she'd be able to run and play like the rest of us. 707 00:32:18,023 --> 00:32:19,633 Aren't we having fun? 708 00:32:22,941 --> 00:32:24,855 Can we have saline flush? 709 00:32:27,467 --> 00:32:29,469 Do you remember the last conversation 710 00:32:29,686 --> 00:32:32,428 we had the day I died? 711 00:32:32,646 --> 00:32:35,736 The one where you accused me of driving your father 712 00:32:35,954 --> 00:32:38,086 and brother to early graves? 713 00:32:38,304 --> 00:32:39,958 Sure do. 714 00:32:40,175 --> 00:32:44,049 And I bet you do, because I died an hour later. 715 00:32:44,266 --> 00:32:46,181 Do you know what I've been curious about? 716 00:32:46,399 --> 00:32:47,530 What's that? 717 00:32:47,748 --> 00:32:49,271 Do you ever miss me? 718 00:32:49,489 --> 00:32:51,273 Actually, yeah. 719 00:32:51,491 --> 00:32:52,927 Sometimes I do. 720 00:32:53,101 --> 00:32:55,234 You're a liar. You were relieved. 721 00:32:55,451 --> 00:32:57,149 How can you say that? 722 00:32:57,366 --> 00:32:59,716 I felt terrible about the things that I said to you. 723 00:32:59,934 --> 00:33:01,588 If you must know, I mean, I've actually 724 00:33:01,805 --> 00:33:03,198 been kind of haunted by it. 725 00:33:03,416 --> 00:33:05,331 You've always been too hard on yourself. 726 00:33:05,548 --> 00:33:06,941 You do know that, don't you? 727 00:33:07,115 --> 00:33:08,899 What do you mean? How so? 728 00:33:09,074 --> 00:33:10,640 Well, you always seemed to think that 729 00:33:10,858 --> 00:33:14,731 it was your job to make everything and everybody okay. 730 00:33:14,949 --> 00:33:16,646 Is that really such a terrible thing? 731 00:33:16,864 --> 00:33:18,779 Pretty tall order, don't you think? 732 00:33:18,997 --> 00:33:20,999 I don't know, Danny. 733 00:33:21,216 --> 00:33:24,219 I've just always regretted that you were here that day, 734 00:33:24,437 --> 00:33:26,352 that you had to go through that alone. 735 00:33:26,569 --> 00:33:28,049 Because I truly believe 736 00:33:28,267 --> 00:33:31,183 that that's where all this comes from. 737 00:34:08,046 --> 00:34:09,960 Danny. 738 00:34:11,484 --> 00:34:14,400 You do know I always loved you, don't you? 739 00:34:22,147 --> 00:34:24,062 Dad! 740 00:34:28,153 --> 00:34:29,110 Dad! 741 00:34:31,765 --> 00:34:33,375 Dad! 742 00:34:35,116 --> 00:34:36,770 - He's flatlined! - Damn it. 743 00:34:36,987 --> 00:34:38,641 Push 1 milligram of epi. 744 00:34:38,859 --> 00:34:41,470 Starting chest compressions. 745 00:34:41,688 --> 00:34:43,255 Come on. Come on! 746 00:34:50,697 --> 00:34:53,265 He's in V-fib. Give me the paddles, please. 747 00:34:53,482 --> 00:34:55,223 Charge to 200. 748 00:34:55,441 --> 00:34:57,486 Clear. 749 00:34:57,704 --> 00:34:58,966 I got you, Dad! 750 00:35:05,015 --> 00:35:06,321 Dad! Dad, I'm right here! 751 00:35:06,539 --> 00:35:08,845 Dad! Dad! 752 00:35:09,063 --> 00:35:11,109 Wake up! Wake up. 753 00:35:11,283 --> 00:35:13,067 Dad, can you hear me? Dad! 754 00:35:13,241 --> 00:35:15,025 Wake up, Dad! 755 00:35:22,120 --> 00:35:24,600 Danny? 756 00:35:28,952 --> 00:35:31,433 All right. Charge again. 757 00:35:31,651 --> 00:35:33,566 Clear. 758 00:35:36,656 --> 00:35:39,180 I didn't know you got home from school. 759 00:35:39,398 --> 00:35:42,009 All I can tell you is that I'm really, 760 00:35:42,183 --> 00:35:44,359 really glad that I did. 761 00:35:44,577 --> 00:35:45,969 Me too. 762 00:35:46,144 --> 00:35:48,624 Thank you, buddy. 763 00:35:48,842 --> 00:35:50,452 That was close. 764 00:35:50,670 --> 00:35:54,195 Dad, look, I know how Mom makes you feel, okay? 765 00:35:54,413 --> 00:35:57,459 It wasn't your mother's fault, pal. 766 00:35:57,677 --> 00:36:00,593 I know you and Tommy always blamed her for my dark moods, 767 00:36:00,810 --> 00:36:03,639 but the truth is, I struggled with them 768 00:36:03,857 --> 00:36:05,075 long before I met her. 769 00:36:05,250 --> 00:36:06,512 She never tried to understand. 770 00:36:06,729 --> 00:36:07,687 How could she? 771 00:36:07,904 --> 00:36:09,210 I don't understand. 772 00:36:09,428 --> 00:36:12,213 You, Dad, are depressed. 773 00:36:12,431 --> 00:36:15,651 - I'm what? - Blue, melancholy. 774 00:36:15,869 --> 00:36:18,741 They had all kinds of silly names for it back then. 775 00:36:18,959 --> 00:36:21,048 And psychiatry wasn't equipped to deal with it yet, 776 00:36:21,222 --> 00:36:22,702 but now we are. 777 00:36:22,919 --> 00:36:24,747 What do you mean, now? 778 00:36:24,965 --> 00:36:26,836 Your math ain't mathin', pal. 779 00:36:29,926 --> 00:36:32,451 I'm so sorry, Danny. 780 00:36:32,668 --> 00:36:33,974 What are you talking about? Dad, listen. 781 00:36:34,192 --> 00:36:35,279 And this is important, okay? 782 00:36:35,280 --> 00:36:36,803 You have nothing to apologize for, 783 00:36:37,020 --> 00:36:39,022 because it's not your fault. 784 00:36:39,197 --> 00:36:40,459 All we gotta do is get you the right kind of help, 785 00:36:40,676 --> 00:36:42,591 and there's a lot of help out there. 786 00:36:44,724 --> 00:36:47,422 Why is the garage door closing again? 787 00:36:51,513 --> 00:36:54,255 Danny, it's for the best. 788 00:36:54,473 --> 00:36:56,953 It's genetic, right? 789 00:36:57,171 --> 00:37:00,130 Let's just let sleeping dogs lie. 790 00:37:02,045 --> 00:37:03,917 What, Dad? 791 00:37:04,134 --> 00:37:05,440 What's happening? 792 00:37:07,312 --> 00:37:10,402 Danny, you can't stop this. 793 00:37:10,619 --> 00:37:13,709 And it's really important for you to know three things. 794 00:37:13,927 --> 00:37:15,668 You never could have, 795 00:37:15,885 --> 00:37:17,931 it's not your fault, 796 00:37:18,148 --> 00:37:19,889 and I love you, always will. 797 00:37:20,107 --> 00:37:23,328 No. No, Dad. No. No. 798 00:37:23,545 --> 00:37:25,634 Come with me, Danny. Trust me. 799 00:37:25,852 --> 00:37:27,941 It's peaceful where we're going. 800 00:37:28,158 --> 00:37:30,073 And we can be together. 801 00:37:32,337 --> 00:37:33,903 No, Dad. 802 00:37:34,121 --> 00:37:35,818 We are not going anywhere. 803 00:37:38,778 --> 00:37:41,433 Dad, we're not. 804 00:37:52,270 --> 00:37:54,489 You can't do this again, Dad. 805 00:37:54,707 --> 00:37:57,753 You can't. I'm gonna miss you too much. 806 00:38:00,408 --> 00:38:05,283 I'm gonna miss you too much. 807 00:38:19,906 --> 00:38:21,864 We're losing him. 808 00:38:22,082 --> 00:38:24,127 - Charge again. - Clear. 809 00:38:27,217 --> 00:38:29,698 - Still no pulse. - Again. Clear. 810 00:38:38,011 --> 00:38:40,970 All right. I got a good carotid pulse. 811 00:38:41,188 --> 00:38:43,321 Nice job, Dr. Archer. 812 00:38:43,538 --> 00:38:46,106 Do you mind if we get back to our little brain surgery now? 813 00:38:46,324 --> 00:38:47,673 Feel free. 814 00:38:47,890 --> 00:38:49,327 Let's hope the code didn't cause 815 00:38:49,544 --> 00:38:51,329 any permanent neurological deficits. 816 00:38:51,503 --> 00:38:53,331 Well, I'd cross my fingers, 817 00:38:53,548 --> 00:38:55,158 but they're covered in cerebrospinal fluid. 818 00:38:55,333 --> 00:38:56,856 But I share that hope. 819 00:39:32,979 --> 00:39:35,373 Oh, no, no. Daniel. No, no. 820 00:39:35,547 --> 00:39:37,418 Don't--don't move your head, okay? 821 00:39:37,636 --> 00:39:41,509 I got it. 822 00:39:43,903 --> 00:39:45,426 Want some water? 823 00:39:50,126 --> 00:39:52,128 Yeah. 824 00:39:54,000 --> 00:39:55,523 Anna? 825 00:39:55,741 --> 00:39:56,655 Anna. 826 00:39:56,872 --> 00:39:58,396 I sent her home. 827 00:39:58,570 --> 00:40:01,311 She'd been awake for almost 48 hours. 828 00:40:01,486 --> 00:40:03,139 But--but she's fine. 829 00:40:03,357 --> 00:40:05,490 Anna, Ripley, thank you. 830 00:40:05,707 --> 00:40:08,144 I'm sorry, Daniel, I don't know what you mean. 831 00:40:08,362 --> 00:40:10,277 Extinguisher, extinguisher. 832 00:40:10,451 --> 00:40:11,887 Thank you, extinguisher. 833 00:40:12,105 --> 00:40:13,715 Oh, please, no. Please. 834 00:40:20,461 --> 00:40:24,117 I'm at Gaffney Chicago Medical Center. 835 00:40:26,989 --> 00:40:29,557 Best damn hospital in the Midwest, 836 00:40:29,775 --> 00:40:32,952 and I wake up, and all I get is a sippy cup? 837 00:40:33,169 --> 00:40:34,388 And you? 838 00:40:37,173 --> 00:40:40,438 Where's my damn Jell-O? 839 00:40:40,655 --> 00:40:43,484 Where's all my balloons? 840 00:40:43,702 --> 00:40:46,400 I tell you what, I'm calling Howie 841 00:40:46,574 --> 00:40:48,141 first thing in the morning. 842 00:40:48,358 --> 00:40:49,751 I'm done with this dump. 843 00:40:49,969 --> 00:40:54,060 Well, this dump ain't done with you. 844 00:40:54,277 --> 00:40:55,278 Oh, yeah? 845 00:40:55,453 --> 00:40:57,411 Then get me some balloons. 846 00:40:57,585 --> 00:40:58,717 Get me some Jell-O. 847 00:40:58,934 --> 00:41:00,936 I'm on it.